OPD LIFE

IN OPD already one week + la.same thing still need to be gaide n ask .i still have 11day of the leave so maybe in opd last is 8 of janualy. + PH N DAY OFF total i have 17day off.
This few day his very busy no tima to came here also but for me i think i already get use for it.No very importen is his naver came. bec i lazy to wait n angry if his unable to came n need to wait until very late.there day his say maybe wait he 20 min but i wait he from 12.30pm until 2.30pm.so tire i wait n geting angry n angry.samemore went to his room i also cant sleep at time bec he very tire lazy to take bath n i need wait until he have mood only take bath.but bec i angry only he went.stupid la.
way i want to abuse my self le............................
stupid.
so i tell my self no next time...